Here is the place where I will let myself be terrified
I’m sick of telling you that I’m okay, that I’m fine
It’s getting to the point where I’m starting to hate lying
This time I won’t turn off the panic, I wanna cry
Release, I need to free the monster, free the fear
Even if I have to cut apart the cage
I will destroy this with my rage
I don’t wanna prevent myself from being this way
I don’t wanna tell you that I wanna live today
Because if I were to be honest, I don’t
And I’m scared of what I’ll do to you if I lose hope
So here’s how I’ve been playing this game, playing games
You read these words and you don’t know what they mean
You wanna help but if you’d shut up maybe you could
Stop telling me it’s gonna be okay
Cause I know it’s not, there’s no way
Why can’t you just let me feel?
The way I feel, it’s the way I feel
Stop trying to make me happy
Cause it’s not real
Let me feel