I am currently 16 and i have strughled with depression, suicidal thought since i8th grade. from the time i was 6 yrs old i was treaded like crap by my strp dad and me being the oldest dint help any. i was starting to strugle when i turned 11 i moved i always hped things would get better but i started getting bullied at school. after 6th grade i moved again and got transfered to a new school things were better for a while but then everyone started making fun of me, i ignored them for awhile but then i couldnt do it anymore and i started SI.at first it wasnt anything really bad just bruse. half way through 8th grade yr i started scratching only deep enough to leave light scars. then i just plain out wanted to kill myself. i stared to get better till 9th grade were i started SI again this time it turned into cutting. up until a few days a go i was cut free for 3 months were i cut again. now i just really want to die i cant stop thinking about it… i just wish it would end. i sometimes wish someone would shoot me so i dont have to go on…
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I feel you, I don’t know why I’m living, or why I am here, everything would be better if I was gone. I don’t look forward to getting married, have kids, college, or anything. I lost my sense to live. And everyday High school is a constant pain and therefore I see life is going to be more and more painful than it is now, and I told my best friend about this feeling, and All she could tell me was that I need to see a doctor. So, if you ever need to talk, you can talk to me.