I got a job …. That I suck at becuase I have to talk to people, but I suck at talking to people and I kinda look creepy……buts that’s not the promble …the problem is I am trying to save money to start my bussiness ….but at the age at 17…. I find my self giving my money to my mother and grandmother who spend money irresponsiblely ……..if I can start my bussiness and spread like I want to by next year I can easly help my family and my self out………but rigth now I even spend a dime from my weeks pay…..working to save money for what’s need and the things I want ….( by age 90 I want to be the richest person in the world or at least top three)…..so it hurts a lot knowing that I worked a whole week for my family to be in the same state as in before I started to work……it makes working…and living kinda pointless….since money or friend ship is needed for happiness in life
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Make a budget. Stick to it. Move out eventually.
Its hard to not give your money to you mother when your baby brothers are hungry… I want to live next year….I am 17 … I am too darn old to never did any thing with friends… Or to have bought something for fun or relaxation….. I want to hang out with any one next year…. Go to afair or something….maybe a first date or a sleep over….maybe prom … Or senior trip…..me and my mother gets in to figth when I say I don’t want to do any of these things …. But we basicly can not afforded it……our poorness is affecting my friend ship…..there is a Huge gap between me and the few friends I have made….I can’t blam my mom becuase I ruined my family life when I was ten….but still this proverty has to fade away…..
How do you feel you’ve ruined your family life, if you don’t mind me asking? Perhaps you’re being to hard on yourself?
At some point you learn that sometimes the best way to help others is to take care of yourself first.
when i was five my father raped me, this went on for 6 more years before i told some one…after i told my father movied away and worked off shore all year long and died at work….my father was the only souce of income fore the house and our four bed room house in a a great naborhood in a great state……..and becuase i told we lost it all….i shouldd have never told….i my father was a good guy…who was pervertedd probably becuase him and his sisters was raped as a kid too… his father , who didnt rape my dad, was a scisoprinic
No… Just no. Your father was not a good person and you should not feel guilty for the situation your family is in. You’re just a kid, you shouldn’t have to sacrifice so much for your family, especially when you’ve sacrificed so much already. Your father may have been abused, but it does not excuse what he did. One of the hardest lessons I’ve learned is that we are ultimately responsible for our own destinies, no matter how much people hurt us.
I know you care about your family, which is very noble, but you can’t help them until you help yourself.
You like anime, so perhaps you like manga as well.
There is one called Mardock Scramble which I think you’ll find relevant.
It’s a very touching story.
I willl check it out i do like anime and mangas thank you for your words, But just so you know i am 17 not 13