i wish i had someone i could completely open up to and talk to. not therapists or medical people, not people who “care” and tell me stuff ive already heard. ive lived a life and know that i don’t want to anymore, ive been fighting and trying for 10+ years and i always knew i wouldn’t hit 25. my 25th birthday is in December and im already at my lifes rock bottom and have been here for months. I dug a whole so id have to kill myself. ive been climbing up and down this whole but everytime i go up i just want to go back to the bottom. i do have some good advice and wisdom to share but no one can accept the reality i call my own. if anyone has read this and thinks they know what im looking for hit me up. im down to talk to anyone about anything and i could dare not judge another person for anything. so if you want to “help” me or need help yourself don’t hesitate, just cuz nothing worked for me doesn’t me it cant work for you.
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What country are you from and what is your favorite color?
Oh also, word of advice. Stay away from “professional” help like doctors, psyciatrists, etc. I always view these individuals as a business… they just give a pity party to get you or your insurance money. You need to find real wholesome people who have had the same feelings as you if you expect to find some to relate to. Besides, professionals will also detain you if they deem you a threat to yourself… I have had to lie many times to avoid such situations. Sitting in a psychward or some mental hospital, I know is not the answer for me.
US, and yes just was in the hospital recently and suppose to be in the system right now but I did always want tot try it and the county I lived in paid for me (no insurance) so I did it but ya it didn’t do shit. and favorite color I don’t really have one but I do love black/bright color mainly white
Just curious, What’s reality look like from where you’re standing?
You can write to me. I would definitely not judge.
my reality is that I am the only person in control, no1 else. my problem is I don’t want to work, lost the only 3 things I really was in love with at the same time so I choose not to love. I have a couple other posts you could read under my name. But I still have good looks, in shape, and everything I need until I go so I have way more than most people and most importantly. I get to choose how where when and why I die, not many people get to do that. really sucks not being able to relate to anyone and is o lonely pretending with everyone else as to not scare them away