its stupid my old foks are out i think i held i knife in my hand for harf the day befor i realisd what i was doing im pethetic im sorry i even wast your time im losing the game in facet i think i lost a long time ago :/ i know you cant be here with me but some times i think you are nd i start to talk to you but then i realis im on my own am i going crazey im sorry im like this i cant help being help less am i atenchion seeking i dont know am i petetic yes