So much blood… Feels good

Needles in your wrist and breast? Urm never heard that one before. Well unless the needle becomes a decent size about half an inch or so and there are multiple pins being used even then it would be a slow bleed out. Ah but who am I to talk about bleeding when I relish every time i make myself drip so much blood down my body.

I don’t go for veins….the blades go deep enough to bleed for at least 15-30 minutes…then again I make hundreds of long cuts haha. Oh sounds like a nuisance, bruises? Well I’m sure the only marks that they will notice will be the wrist unless you wear long sleeves….but most times why hide if they all know..

Your age has thrown me off. Cutting since you were 11 and um 14 years of cutting so 25? Long sleeves are nice but in my line of work it sometimes is too hot for such things. Scars tell stories. I doubt thats true. Not many people can reach behind to their backs to cut or to their lower backs. Well some can’t do it cleanly, I’ve never heard of it being done though so I doubt that last statement is true stranger.

Ah then I bet that is true. Well the body is quite large and is quite the canvas for tats or cuts. Ah 25, not getting drunk? I don’t think anyone cuts on their back, then again….people with this kind of pain do a myriad of wild things, such as needles in veins in many places. I hate that I can’t sleep.

Well my meds stopped working, well I have to explain that since no one reads my posts haha. Insomnia is the worst…..amazing things happen at night…but they are also the worst….the pains stops when i sleep.