If I killed myself right here right now I know no one would care it would make everyone happy in fact. My friends tell me they care but they never talk to me anymore. Right now seems like a good time to go everyones asleep so I think I’ll get the gun and end all this pain I havent wrote a note just yet so I’ll have to do that, not to mention calling my best friend promised if i would ever kill myself I’d tell him instead of him finding out secondhand. I just hope that people give life a better chance then I did.
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What about your family? They would certainly care – they’d be devastated in fact. And your friends would feel responsible because they never had the chance to find out what made you feel this much pain.
Many people would care and I think it’s a bad idea to do it because you sound young. Things will definitely change. Just give it time. Think this over before you do anything drastic. However, if you do decide to kill yourself, I hope your pain will go away and you go out feeling peaceful instead.
If you need someone to talk to – my email is next to my name.
I’m really sorry to read that you’re in so much pain that you feel like killing yourself. Hopefully your best friend will be able to talk you out of it and will show you that you are very much mistaken in thinking that people don’t care about you.
I know you will find the strength to pull through this. Please tell someone close to you how you are feeling.