Burden and Torn

I don’t know what to do. My therapist convinced me that i should go inpatient at a mental hospital for a week and i agreed that i should go and then the next day i told my parents about it and they convinced me that i don’t need it. I don’t know who to listen to. Do i listen to a trained professional or my parents. need i say that my boyfriend is siding with my therapist. he thinks and his dad thinks that i need to go inpatient because i am to unstable. I don’t know who to listen to. I just feel like im a huge burden on everyone. I have not been suicidal but i did cut last week. I just don’t know what to do. I don’t want to talk to anybody anymore not even my boyfriend. I just want to be left alone and be in my room with my computer and my music. My boyfriend says i can use him but i cant do that to him. that is way to much of a burden. he really has no clue what he is getting himself into if i unleashed all of my sorrow on him. ive just been so angry lately. i guess thats the emotion that is just the easiest to get out to cover everything else up. i feel like lately has been the calm before the storm and now the storm has arrived. BEWARE!!