so i just really don’t know what to do right now
i am feeling very suicidal at the moment
and i have my razors and pills right next to me
i want to do it
but then i don’t
but then i do
and i just need help
please
if you’re there please try and help me
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hi, i have been exactly where you are right now. just breathe.
sit up against a wall.
breathe slowly, counting to 5.
in through your mouth.
out through your nose.
just breathe for a while. then put away the pills. throw out the razors. people are here for you.
if ever you forget that, just breathe.
thank you for your advice, i’m trying. breathing does help.
im glad. please i dont know how old you are, but i am 14 and i know how over bearing life can be. once you have calmed yourself then try sleeping. even if you do feel this way again tomorrow breathe,and sleep, and if you cant sleep then one thing i find that helps is watching old tv episode of your favourite series. it takes you away from your world and into someone elses life for a while. i am always here if you need to talk and i am more than happy to
Hun, talk to me, I want to help you- my email is immarebal@hotmail.com
My son Robert 25 years commit suicide 30 days ago on his birthday 30 April 2013, he was on this site i know, i think he use the name `shelleycakes` does anyone knows him, my son did not think or know about the hundreds of people that love him miss him and the family he left behind that is grieving for him every day, he was such a handsome brilliant healthy young man, he was depress but thats no reason to kill yourself we all get depress sometime it does last forever it will go away don`t about it find some friends and talk to them, you are better of than the people starving in prisons around the world, you are free make use of your freedom. Life really is meaningless, life has no meaning, IT IS FOR YOU TO PUT A MEANING TO YOUR LIFE, WHATEVER MEANING YOU PUT TO YOUR LIFE THAT IS WHAT IT WILL MEAN TO YOU. You are the master of your life, you control your life, don`t let life control you.
take a moment to relax and breath honey itll be alright
My son Robert 25 years commit suicide 30 days ago on his birthday 30 April 2013, he was on this site i know, i think he use the name `shelleycakes` does anyone knows him, my son did not think or know about the hundreds of people that love him miss him and the family he left behind that is grieving for him every day, he was such a handsome brilliant healthy young man, he was depress but thats no reason to kill yourself we all get depress sometime it does NOT last forever it will go away don`t THINK about it find some friends and talk to them, you are better off than the people starving in prisons around the world, you are free ,make use of your freedom. Life really is meaningless, life has no meaning, IT IS FOR YOU TO PUT A MEANING TO YOUR LIFE, WHATEVER MEANING YOU PUT TO YOUR LIFE THAT IS WHAT IT WILL MEAN TO YOU. You are the master of your life, you control your life, don`t let life control you.
T.S. Elliot
I said to my soul, be still, and let the dark come upon you
Which shall be the darkness of God.
As, in a theatre, The lights are extinguished, for the scene to be changed
With a hollow rumble of wings, with a movement of darkness on darkness,
And we know that the hills and the trees, the distant panorama
And the bold imposing facade are all being rolled away
Or as, when an underground train, in the tube, stops too long between stations
And the conversation rises and slowly fades into silence
And you see behind every face the mental emptiness deepen
Leaving only the growing terror of nothing to think about;
Or when, under ether, the mind is conscious but conscious of nothing
I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope
For hope would be hope for the wrong thing;
Wait without love,
For love would be love of the wrong thing;
There is yet faith
But the faith and the love and the hope are all in the waiting.
Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought:
So the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the dancing.
thank you everyone