Hope

I know actually how you feel I understand it too, to feel like your at the end off your chapter wanting nothen more then to be free off this hell that everyone calls life and what makes it worse is when your body deceives you and does its best to keep you here and make you out to be the failure that you are but I have no hope lost it all here hopefully soon ill gain it back once I’m gone but for now I’m going to try my best and change my mind on suicide so far I haven’t been successful