I can’t just laugh it off anymore

It’s getting harder and harder to just laugh it off. I can’t take life seriously because real life is fucking boring aside from working to cover food, shelter and basic life necessities there’s nothing to enjoyable. I used to go out and do what ever just for the adrenaline but I’m always tired my seance of humor has gone from dry wit to just plain dark. It’s all just a gam to me if I don’t start playing it different I’m just going to sign out. I’m incapable of forcing myself to care anymore