I can’t help but feel that everyone around me would be better off with me not here. I don’t seem to be able to do anything right anymore. All I really want to do is help people, but when I do I end up screwing things up.
I know there’s people around me that say they care, but sometimes I can’t help but feel that if I really needed them, they wouldn’t be there. I don’t know what to do.
I haven’t been at this type of a low emotion-wise in about 2 years. The thoughts about ending it all haven’t occurred to me in almost a year now. I like to believe that it’ll get better eventually, but sometimes I even doubt my own words.
At school they can go from being the nicest people ever, to a cruel heartless (pardon my language) b*tch. I don’t know who my real friends are anymore, and trustworthy people just seem harder and harder to find. I wish I could just cut myself off from everyone, and keep to myself for a while.
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hey ik how you feel you try to belive those people who say they care and they love you but over it all those few people that say stuff bother you not sure if thats exactly how you feel but ya and people at school acting like there good friends and the next moment there fucking you over isnt school fun ya jk msg me if u want to talk
not the best at this sorry