And time an time again here i am .
About to take a massive over dose of venlafaxine and tramadol.
Mixed with codine just to see if its going to take my mind off my piss poor life
Ive lost every thing, Â my home my family my kids my amazing girlfriend, Â all because im fooked in the head.
Being homeless an living out the boot of your car sucks .
I was better than this
But now im just scum , whats the point ?
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Whats the point? I have no idea, life sucks. ODing on pills isn’t a good way out though, unless you KNOW for a fact “yo ass is gone be dead”. Sorry ghetto moment, but in all seriousness, I really don’t know what to say other than hope to see u on the other side.
Sorry you have lost so much and are drifting and are hating on yourself.
What’s the point?
Well now for one thing you know people living out of the back of their cars are not all scum. Maybe you needed to clear your life out a bit to make room for a new version of you? Fix, repair or how about remodel? You 2.0?
What do you mean fooked in the head? Like how so? What happened? How did you loose all those people?
I’m guessing the pills might just make you sick and will take your mind off your life for a while…maybe but tramadol doesn’t make me sleepy for long and I get agitated the next day, not depressed but really angry if I have no where to direct the energy it gives me. What would codine do for you? Space you out? Make you sleepy? Do you get high from it? And what is venlafaxine?
Sad but true ! Im stealing wifi just to chat online lol now thats sad
@mytoosence , its a long story , basically being mentally abused as a child by my mother, an depression + anxiety is just the beginning, venlafaxine is a shit antidepressant, the only thing that i really want is to be loved … Thats never going to happen now , im getting to old for this shat !!