People honestly think I choose to be like this, they think I choose to feel this way. “Just stop and be confident” they say, but they don’t understand how hard it is. People honestly think I choose to feel so horrible about myself that I cut.
I don’t say I can’t do things for attention, I say I can’t because I don’t want to be embarrassed in an attempt to do it, and I don’t want to have high expectations and let myself or anyone else down.
I wouldn’t subject myself to self mutilation if IÂ honestly believed in myself.. -__-
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You’ll find that the dumbest voices are the loudest. They’re loudest about everything under the sun. Good careful people who really care (but might not know how to help) will keep quiet. Thanks for sharing a part of your story, I hope you feel better soon.