I feel as if my entire life, my entire story I will always be the antagonist that never gets the “happy ending” My life is a joke because I have every thing a 17 year could want and i’m still miserable. My family is amazing and I hate not being able to appreciate them and realize how good I have it. I hate having a great life and still feeling so empty. it makes me feel like I don’t deserve to have my life and which gives me more reason to want to end it. I’ve always failed to meet the expectations I am given and it seems like there is only one left that I have yet to fail. I am beyond the point of not only ruining my life but as I go through day to day I am hurting others and I can’t focus on anything else besides one simple solution. I don’t plan on killing myself tonight or any time soon but I’m just afraid of the night when I do.
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I do not know how I feel now, but to some extent I can resonate with you. Everything in my life seems minor compared to all the other shit everyone else has suffered or suffers through. You would think I would be able to just lead a normal life like other people do, but I can’t. I am not even sure if I want it… I am going to stop now so this does not end up being my own long rant. I just wanted to let you now you are not entirely alone.