I get how life has its ups and downs… But it seems like history always repeats it self: someting bad happins, i cut, i progressivly get over it, something bad hapins…. it actually been going on like this since i first started cutting when i was in the sixth gradee.. (i actually discoverd it by myself, i was so hurt from the bullying and i didnt know what to do so i cut with a pare of sciccors.) im in the ninth grade now and i dont want to go into a high school cutting.. i dont know how to end all of this bull sit.
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I completely understand you, I also started to cut when I was quite young. but I would recommend that you seek help, it is hard but you can do it, I think it’s a little easier when you’re young. you will not want to get to my age and continue with the same.
I am actually going to a famly/suicide thearapist. she helps alot but not really what i need. some days i seem to ave lots of self control when i feel the erge to cut… but other days its hard to stop my self. i have gotten rid of allof my blades and knifes,but i always find a way.