i realzied iam the biggest pieace of shit that can exist i somehow make others around me to try to commit sucide somehow by just being myself there is no help for me anymore
at all  I have called people tryed to reach out and i have a love that i dont feel is been returnted i know its stupid to say goodbye on the computer like some kind of attention ply mabe i do want attention but mondays are the hardest i dont care anymore no one cares about me i might as wel be invisible right now so goodbye iam sick of it i know its wrong to kill urslef but i dont see any other solution’s over my whole life i feel like iv tryed and iam sick of trying because evryone will dispoint me including myself no one fucking belives me and its fucking sad of course this post will probley be ignored because rember iam invisble so in the end no one cares and it dosent matter goodbye foever
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We need to listen to our feelings. No one likes Mondays, because they are slow torture.
Now you’re overtired and upset. Have a grilled cheese sandwich or some dessert and a glass of milk.
Then go to bed, beautiful (Tuesdays aren’t too popular either) don’t beat yourself up.
you have no idea how serious iam no one dose
I’ve wanted to kill myself for 28 years Stacie, and I think I’ll do it any day now. It’s not that big of a deal since I’m 41 now. I understand that you’re in a lot of pain and you’re serious. My method and mindset have taken me months to prepare though.
I figured you’d be preparing meticulously over a long time yourself. So I’m hoping that you can be as comfortable as possible until the time is right. You seem stressed from your writing so I hope that you find calm and you can sleep well tonight. God bless you sister good night.
yes i have a plan
A plan? I hope it’s peaceful… But from how you write I’m supposing you don’t care about whether it’s peaceful or not you just want a way out. Well I hope you can find some peace before you go.
I’m sorry. I don’t know you but I care. And if I could help you in any way I would.