Anyone else paranoid on this site about the prospect of police showing up to bring you to the hospital. I swear whenever my parents arent sleeping and keep checking on me at night I think they are just keeping me safe until an ambulance can come and bring me to the hospital. Truly frightens me.
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Yeah I think if that happened to me, life would become real hell. They wouldn’t let me take my medicine and I would have endless pain and nightmares. I’d have to kill myself then. I can’t be locked up in any way, I won’t survive
This is my greatest nightmare that I’ll be taken away and out in an mental institute for suicidal thought when all I’m doing is trying to make myself happy.
If I were ever threatened with immediate lock up to be in a psych ward? like actual police outside my home demanding I come quietly to a nut house? I would literally be FORCED to commit suicide right there with a fork in a outlet. That is a tremendous fear so I dont ever mention suicidal thoughts to my family because I know how they think
@painlife- ….I’ve been electrocuted by wall sockets before. Idk if you have been electrocuted before but your more likely to survive. It fucking burns though! lol it will shake the shit out of you!
I did that with a key when i was about 9-10. Shook me like crazy and had me stuck till the wall outlet made a booming noise and made a charre black mark on the wall. I walked away safely. Well shakey but no permanent damage. Fun shit. I get electrocuted by the generator we use at work. Small gas one. Was using a cocrete vibrator, hands were wet from concrete. Extension cords were wet. Touched it and started shaking till i let go XD
@attheend
Did your hair stand on end like in the cartoons? >:o
ps, my sister got me to grab hold of an electric cattle fence once. Her friend tried to pull me off and the friend got stuck. Then my sister had to shove both of us off it. That was one messed up day! Took me awhile to retun to normal. :&
My hair stands out when its short and wet. No i just shook and felt the electricity through my bones. The small explosion pushed me backwards.
i’ve been to the psych ward a few times. you’re locked in depending on how serious of a threat you are to yourself or others. its a dark fuckin’ place. you don’t want to go there. in canada they are pretty clean and some of the staff are alright. some hot nurses but they look at you like a number and just another one on their conveyor belt. i met some cool people but i also encountered some legit freaks. some people in there are vegetables too. puts things in perspective.
@AtTheEnd- I had a B-tank explode in my face once. It blew from the hose and burned all the hair off my arm. Took 3 guys to put out the fire. lol shook me up good! Cuz it was in a lavish hotel in a small center that had been burned down before. So the tension was high to begin with. But I get burned and cut all the time. Sometimes I have to stand there and take it without flinching to get my work done. With molten hot metal digging into my skin. ..lol
@RealTalk30 I burned 2-3 inch diameter hole in my pant leg today while cutting steel. Didn’t notice until i felt the scorched hole touch my leg. My pants were giving off smoke and i could the hot edges. Fun shit
@AtTheEnd- I think we are the two toughest fuckers on this site. lol
Bring on the pain!!!!