Maybe if we limited ourselves to 140 characters, like twitter limits a tweet, when we think about our problems we would be better able to get a handle on exactly what is the most pertinent problem facing us. I for one will consider way to many factors when I try to flesh out my problems.

For example:
“I am too anxious to go to school because I missed school the other day and my teachers will berate me. However, it is not my fault I have insomnia.”

This was actually part of the reason why I first tried to commit suicide. I did not quite understand it than but the constant admonishment that I got for being late and absent every day made me less and less likely to go back to school the next day. Which in turn affected my grades, which in turn affected my views about my self worth and when I finally graduated and got rejected by university it just overwhelmed me.

Another example:
“There is no meaning to life because…I do not really know but I have theories that comfort me. These theories validate my eventual suicide.”

I guess this is the phase I am stuck in now. I don’t know if I really believe that life has no meaning or I am just using it as an excuse.