I posted this here one day:
Cameron,
I fell in love with you the moment your eyes saw mine. Shivers played at me when you were close. Your beautiful black hair, and those dark grey blue eyes. Tall, freckles, always in my favorite color. Black. You were perfect. Perfect for me. But…I apparently wasn’t perfect for you…I know we talked once…maybe twice…but the sound of your voice made me want to cry tears of happiness…
Ugh, wow. Sounding like a total stalker now. Great.
Whatever. Not like you know who I am. You wouldn’t remember me. Yknow, the girl always glancing at you. The shy girl wearing your favorite color. Black. The girl listening to music in the corner, or playing guitar, singing softly to herself. The girl who thinks you play violin beautifully.
Yeah. That’s me. The girl practically falling heels over head for you. The one you don’t see because I’m younger than you. Much younger. Three years at least…
The shadow on the wall…wanting to be by your side or in your arms…I just wonder what It’d be like as I walk out the door to lunch. Trying to avoid you because I’m afraid. Because I like you. A lot. But oh well. I guess I’m just another girl you won’t see…
Hope to talk to you soon, not like it’ll happen…
Little girls can dream can’t they?
-Sara
Thinking back to it, I finally realized something. He’s too old for me. It isn’t going to happen. He’s never going to like me. He’s never going to look my way. And I’m not worth his time. He’s not going to notice me.
After realizing that, I got really depressed and resulted to music…I’m okay now…It’s just going to be hard letting go of something that was never mine…
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Lord only knows how that man was allowed to run the worlds sixth largest economy.
Apparently the Queen was none too fond of him. I don’t know if you’ve seen @Queen_UK on Twitter.
The Queens on twitter!
The same people are always in charge of the country, you know. The government, democracy, freedom… it’s all a facade.
what the hell are you guys talking about!?
You should watch the first episode of Black Mirror (from Channel 4, I’m afraid). Throws an interesting light on how leaders are perceived in the eyes of the state (specifically, the British parliament). It’s also rather disturbing. When seeing how the country has been lead for the past few years you might think this fictional prime minister could have expected some similar situation anyway.
….what does that have to do with my post? I mean, don’t get me wrong, sounds interesting, but I am SO lost XD
“Ugh, wow. Sounding like a total stalker now. Great.”
LOL …. Sometimes I think that about myself too. I’m not a stalker, just look like one sometimes…
@Freya Sorry, we’re talking about the British prime minister David Cameron.
Anyway, in regards to your post, don’t feel too bad if this guy doesn’t notice you. You’ll find someone who will. Maybe you’ll be approached by somebody who noticed you first, as well. There are always those people who are too shy to say anything unless they think that you might be interested in them. I’m sure you’re a wonderful person and you’ll meet a guy with whom you share mutual affection.
*Freja
@ Freja – Cameron is a political leader elected by the United Kingdom
@ Percy, you get C4 over there and why the interest in the UK. I thought you Mounties had your own shit to deal with.
Anyway, I’ve decided something. My only purpose in life is to seek out the best alcoholic beverages and consume them.
It’d really hurt these people to understand that their lives are the equivalent of not having lived at all, that they are worth no more than the kids in Africa, the homeless guy on the street. That they won’t leave a lasting legacy, that their children don’t really exist.
So, I just chill out, drink beer and wearing white earphones whilst they think, what on earth is that idiot doing, what’s he listening to…
I know what I’m doing alright. I know exactly.
Tristeza,
Thanks, helped me laugh a little :3
Persephone,
Oh ok I get it now. I love your username btw, she’s my favorite Greek Goddess 😀 And thanks for the encouragement. I think I’ve moved on from him…
In the context of your post it was kinda funny. No one shares my sense of humour so, it probably wasn’t.
“…that their children don’t really exist.
So, I just chill out, drink beer and wearing white earphones whilst they think, what on earth is that idiot doing, what’s he listening to…
I know what I’m doing alright. I know exactly.”
lol.
Freja, I laughed too! I’m not a stalker either, I just look like one… cause I worry too much about people then I’m… Kinda always “there” I’d say. *facepalm*
PS: I really like this face, its funny and cute :3
@Freja yeah she’s pretty great.
@Duke I’ve always been interested in the UK, I don’t know why. I know life over there is just as shitty as here but I’ve always been drawn to it anyway. I don’t get C4 but I follow that and the other major British broadcasting stations online and watch the shows I find interesting. There have actually been a few decent ones here and there. I would be interested in Australia as well but I just haven’t gotten around to it yet. That reminds me, I met this girl on Twitter once who would have been perfect for you except that she was Australian and a lesbian. But she was either apathetic about everything or hated everything, more or less a suicidal, was very intelligent and sarcastic, and into horse racing. I’m sure you two would have hit it off but unless you could have turned her it might not have ended well.
That’s a good plan. I’m not sure what my purpose in life is yet.
Excellentè, tell her to call me.
I’m not sure how to respond to any of the rest of these comments…so uh…here’s a link to a picture of a bald guy with a Chihuahua on his head :I
http://d24w6bsrhbeh9d.cloudfront.net/photo/6378946_700b.jpg