I’m just so fucking sick of everything
I’ve had to deal with things that have just driven me over the damn edge
My parents found out that I self harm and that I took pills
I feel so exposed and violated
They think I need a shrink
Hell, everyone thinks I need a shrink
They pretty much hate my boyfriend, who is the closest and most important person in the world to me
He understands things about me that no one else does
He’s accepted my shitty fucked up self
And I miss him so much
Before everything fell apart, it was like waiting for hell to happen
Now it is like going through hell
I want my parents to shut the fuck up about everything that’s wrong with me and to just stop helping me
I don’t need them
I really want to die
I’ve tried already, even before this all happened
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Well stick to your parents and you might find out that they arent so stupid afterall. And for god sake we all have our problems, i got alot of em trust me. And love is often yust a stupid game that makes you feel awsome and stuff… but remember you are still young and that life is much more rich then you might get the feel of at the momement. Yust do the right stuff and stick to stuff that works for you, doesnt listen to much to yourself about emotions and stuff when it comes to wanting yourself dead. Rather dont fake em and get cynical about when good around you is trying to reach you. And remember patience about solving problems… give it some time to heal 🙂