I am so very alone. I mean this in the way not one  single person i know would be like your the person i need to talk too and hang out with right now. I dont have that person i dont mean like boy/girl friend thing. I mean that person in your life that gets you. I hate this feeling, i always feel out of place and just wrong ike i been in the wrong for noting and everything. I wish i had someone to talk to not about serious stuff just to laugh giggle maybe cry with one person i could feel that wasnt judging my for my pasted that just loved me for me i dont have that.Im fully alone in this world and it scares the hell out of me but i have no one i feel i can say this to. I miss that. Someone that just gets your kinda crazy and doesnt care or judge you for it.
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Sounds like you need a best friend. Do you have any interests or hobbies? You might meet some like minded people by exploring your interests. Every time I’m some place new or don’t have many friends I just think, well I’m not going to meet many people if I just sit at home. Go do what you enjoy doing and you’ll meet others who enjoy doing the same. Sounds like generic shitty advice but I don’t think it’s bad advice
No dude i have friends,, i make friends quite easily, thats not what i was saying but yeah you have a point. I was saying though that i miss that time when i had those friend the ones that just got you like without saying a word those people are rare and dont come everyday. Get me? Besides life gets in the way of those type of things, i barely trust myself never mind other people.
^ I understand you.
I had a friend like that, it was a real friendship… I still have people on my side that are true friends but I miss THAT friend. *sigh* I make “friends” really easily too, honestly I dont understand why since I avoid people, social activities… Anyway. I hope that you can find someone to be your real friend thru all your life.
yeah i do that too avoid people, i like meeting new people but when it comes to lasting stuff i tend to try keep my distance which doesn’t make sense when i say but it what i do avoid people so they’re never too close to avoid any discomfort. My heads a puzzle even to myself at times.
Nah… Mine too. Well, at least I used to be like that a few years ago. Things changed a lot after that situation. Now I TRY to appreciate people a little more (the ones who care for me). And so far it’s working.
I’d say its something for you to work on.