I wish i could just disappear. I am not wanted here no more. Everyone ignores me. I feel like shit and I just cut. I don’t know what the meaning of life is anymore so I guess its time for me to be gone.
And what would you like people to pay attention to if they were to notice something about you? Or what would you like to tell the people that don’t listen?
Why can’t you go any longer? Do you have a terminal illness or something bad like that?
I know Im like that two but the things that are to long last for ever maybe not today or tomorow but that day will come
God as something really good for you but you have to keep going
i just want my family to be here with me. to act like they care. i feel like i cant go any longer because someone who was very special to me tried to kill me and when he got in trouble he tried to kill himself and got hurt badly. he got hospitalized for a while . That special someone was my ex boyfriend, 3 years of hell, But i guess its my fault for being so stupid and believing we would work it out.
Wow..you need to move on from that! That’s some major shit right there! Do yourself a favor and ditch the memory of anyone who tries to kill you. Don’t kick yourself, just move on. I’m not trying to make it sound simple.. It just sounds simple but it’s hard, still..that’s what you need to do.
As far as family.. Idk.. Don’t pressure people who can’t understand what your going through. Try not to put the pressure on yourself for others to help. Just be patient.. It could take years of waiting for clearity to come around. Many people find they don’t need help anymore by the time it finally shows itself.
my life is full of problems. I don’t go a day without one. life is so hard i don’t get how some people get it the easy way. I tried getting help but it was pointless. The psychologist wanted to send me to a mental hospital. Im on the dark side now and i cant get out.
yes you can you have to forgive
I have problems with my family they always treat me like it was my fault for all there problems but I forgive them because If I keep going sad and depressed I was giving them power over me leting them use me like a pupet
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Where is “here”? Home? Or SP?
Where are you ignored?
“Here” means my house school town. and I’m ignored everywhere its like i don’t have a voice
No its not
People ignore me but I keep going because I know its hard but in the end something good will happen
There comes a time where you Waite too long for that one “good” thing to happen. And for me its been too long .
And what would you like people to pay attention to if they were to notice something about you? Or what would you like to tell the people that don’t listen?
Why can’t you go any longer? Do you have a terminal illness or something bad like that?
I know Im like that two but the things that are to long last for ever maybe not today or tomorow but that day will come
God as something really good for you but you have to keep going
How long has it been since “that one good thing” has happened? What was it?
i just want my family to be here with me. to act like they care. i feel like i cant go any longer because someone who was very special to me tried to kill me and when he got in trouble he tried to kill himself and got hurt badly. he got hospitalized for a while . That special someone was my ex boyfriend, 3 years of hell, But i guess its my fault for being so stupid and believing we would work it out.
Wow..you need to move on from that! That’s some major shit right there! Do yourself a favor and ditch the memory of anyone who tries to kill you. Don’t kick yourself, just move on. I’m not trying to make it sound simple.. It just sounds simple but it’s hard, still..that’s what you need to do.
As far as family.. Idk.. Don’t pressure people who can’t understand what your going through. Try not to put the pressure on yourself for others to help. Just be patient.. It could take years of waiting for clearity to come around. Many people find they don’t need help anymore by the time it finally shows itself.
my life is full of problems. I don’t go a day without one. life is so hard i don’t get how some people get it the easy way. I tried getting help but it was pointless. The psychologist wanted to send me to a mental hospital. Im on the dark side now and i cant get out.
yes you can you have to forgive
I have problems with my family they always treat me like it was my fault for all there problems but I forgive them because If I keep going sad and depressed I was giving them power over me leting them use me like a pupet