I am so depressed right now. I just want to die. I am a disabled veteran that has lost the ability to do most things I used to do. My dog was just put to sleep a couple days ago and it was horrifying. She was so sweet and lovable. I think I may try cyanide poisoning since it is fast and clean. I am married and  have two kids but I am taking a lot of medicine that is for anxiety and depression but it doesn’t do much.
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Then you should wean off the medicine,sometimes the side effects are more sucuidal thoughts….if you want to be on medication switch to a different one
And yea I have a lor of experience with medication,I completely stopped mine and im doing better now
please don t give up you are very much loved .
please don t break the hearts of your family and friends /
your kids will be crushed and your wife will be alone
stand up my friend you fought for your country now fight for your family dont ever ever give up GOD LOVES YOU stand up and be brave even if you cant walk
there are a lot of solders that can use your help god saved me from suicide and he can for you and every one on here love john
Don’t end your life, think about your kids and how they would feel with out a parent in their life, someone to watch them grow and be proud of them. Kids without parents feel really empty, and about those medications I would recommend not taking them, find the strength to pull through. 🙂
I am taking medicine so strong that if I miss one dose my heart rate goes way up. I have a pacemaker because my heart kept pausing whenever I got anxious. I have already contacted someone to get the cyanide from. I am just trying to get everything finished before I follow through. My son has autism and it will be very hard on him but I have confidence that he will pull through. I adopted my daughter when she was 4. She was my wife’s with someone who took drugs. The hardest thing is the house and truck is in my name so I don’t know how that would work. Right now I don’t care if I go to hell or not.
richhard 78236 please dont give up ask GOD for help to carry on
you love your family please dont hurt them they will blame themselfs
and your kids lifes will be destoryed and so would your wife
what can i say to get to you as i wright this tears are comeing down my face
GOD DOES LOVE YOU AND HE WILL CARRY YOU . JUST CRY OUT TO HIM FOR HELP
LOVE JOHN IF YOU LET GOD REACH YOU HE CAN USE YOUR LIFE TO BRING HOPE TO
OTHERS THAT ARE WORSE OFF THEN YOU