They say time heals all wounds…but I think that’s a lie. I think it’s just something that someone made up one day to tell someone they knew that was struggling through something. I wish there was some magical thing that could help every person that is depressed or suicidal because I know how suicide can hurt people you don’t think it would…I know how much it sucks to be on the other end of suicide, and even I feel guilty for wishing I wouldn’t wake up in the morning. I miss being happy. But I guess when you’ve lost one of the most important people in your life…that can be impossible.
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Time heals all wounds.. i guess.
My best friend killed himself a long time ago and I remember the first day in which I realized I hadn’t thought about him for the entire day past. After that it was a week, month and on and on. So in essence it’s true.. .. but I hold people at a distance, became emotionally muted, and question my contribution to his death.
So yes.. time heals all wounds but… they do tend to scar.
I guess it depends on the person it’s been almost a year since my little girls father committed suicide and it still feels like I have this huge gaping wound from it, I miss him so much and I can’t go a day without thinking of him because I’m raising the spitting image of him. Luckily the love I have for her is greater than any pain I feel from losing him, she is my reason to live.