i didnt say wasting time i said im wasting away as in im pretty much dead already im just a zombie and i dont think im getting better anytime in the future
Well, I don’t even know you.. And I haven’t given up on you. That may not help much, but I can tell you, you have a place in this world somewhere. And not 6 feet under. I’m sure you’ll go somewhere in life.
2 years ago, I was in living hell too. I was stubborn. I convinced myself it would always be that way for me. But now, I’m not 6 feet under, nor am I in living hell. You might not see it now, and it might be cliche as fuck, but it can get better.
honestly you lose all hope after a while of having “mental” issues for a long time when you grow up being severely depressed having social anxiety , and eating disorders you forget what happiness is. i had to get off my anxiety medication because i didn’t want to OD again but i cant go through a school day without having multiple anxiety attacks and nobody cares and teachers just say “you’ll be fine everyone has to talk in front of class”. “WELL NOT EVERYONE IN THE GOD DAMN CLASS/SCHOOL HAS ANXIETY”. i honestly cant do this anymore
I honestly know, I wish I could show you how deeply I understand where you’re coming from. I had horrible anxiety and still do, but it was always worse in school (I hated high school to an extreme) and I tossed my mess for the same reason (I od’d sophomore year) one time though, I walked right out of my class. I didn’t give a shit what the teacher had to say. I walked through the halls, calmed down, and came back the next day. But I’m telling you in can get better if you just let it. The hardest part is overcoming yourself and your own beliefs that it won’t get better for you.
ive tried to od so many times i wont survive another one ive walked out of classes so much during freshman year but im trying to communicate more with the teachers so they understand…. im trying my best to pull myself back up but when your told to kill yourself everyday by someone you use to call you best friend if i get stable again ill go back on my anxiety meds but at the moment i just cant but i still dont think im going to make it out of this year alive….
because im suppose to be dead ive almost died so many times I’M SUPPOSE TO BE DEAD! not anyone else in my family just me and when dreaming of my death is the happiest thing there is obviously something wrong (please dont give me any of tha god crap or fate crap)
You just remind me so much of myself that it makes me want to cry just knowing how you feel. Is that strange?? If your old best friend is doing that to you, well fuck them. That’s why they’re not your friend anymore. And you deserve better. Even if you don’t believe that. As for communicating with your teachers, that’s a great thing! That’s one step out of living hell if you ask me
shes telling me to kill myself because when she was suicidal i removed myself from her situation because i couldn’t handle the stress/pain this is just karma biting me in the ass like always
Then she should know how it feels and that is downright horrid of her. It’s hard, to deal with someone else’s pain like that. I’ve been left in the dust when I hurt soo many times because people don’t want to ‘catch the depression’ you just have to surround yourself with understanding people who can handle your situation. Like me:)
just forget about it im just gonna get wasted go to school and figure shit out then talk to you later i guess im just done right now im just gonna try to sleep…..bye
YAY TEEN AGED DRINKING (i find it funny most teens that drink do it with friends for fun i drink the pain away{future alcoholic right here)well bye now
As long as you don’t get drink and beat people up, I see nothing wrong with it if it helps you get by:) my brother (your age) is the same way. And my mother is a functioning alcoholic and still a wonderful woman
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You wanna talk to someone before you make those words final?
i dont even know anymore..everyone has given up on me im just wasting away anyways…
no its not about wasting time
and try to live for the person u see everyday in the mirror
that person wants u to get better
i didnt say wasting time i said im wasting away as in im pretty much dead already im just a zombie and i dont think im getting better anytime in the future
Well, I don’t even know you.. And I haven’t given up on you. That may not help much, but I can tell you, you have a place in this world somewhere. And not 6 feet under. I’m sure you’ll go somewhere in life.
im not going anywhere except either 6 feet in the ground or living hell and since im already in living hell i guess the next step is 6 feet under…
2 years ago, I was in living hell too. I was stubborn. I convinced myself it would always be that way for me. But now, I’m not 6 feet under, nor am I in living hell. You might not see it now, and it might be cliche as fuck, but it can get better.
honestly you lose all hope after a while of having “mental” issues for a long time when you grow up being severely depressed having social anxiety , and eating disorders you forget what happiness is. i had to get off my anxiety medication because i didn’t want to OD again but i cant go through a school day without having multiple anxiety attacks and nobody cares and teachers just say “you’ll be fine everyone has to talk in front of class”. “WELL NOT EVERYONE IN THE GOD DAMN CLASS/SCHOOL HAS ANXIETY”. i honestly cant do this anymore
what if hell is just a lie
what if there is no afterlife
dont think of taking this life because what if there is only one
i dont give a crap give my life to that cancer patient that deserves it i dont fucking deserve my life
I honestly know, I wish I could show you how deeply I understand where you’re coming from. I had horrible anxiety and still do, but it was always worse in school (I hated high school to an extreme) and I tossed my mess for the same reason (I od’d sophomore year) one time though, I walked right out of my class. I didn’t give a shit what the teacher had to say. I walked through the halls, calmed down, and came back the next day. But I’m telling you in can get better if you just let it. The hardest part is overcoming yourself and your own beliefs that it won’t get better for you.
ive tried to od so many times i wont survive another one ive walked out of classes so much during freshman year but im trying to communicate more with the teachers so they understand…. im trying my best to pull myself back up but when your told to kill yourself everyday by someone you use to call you best friend if i get stable again ill go back on my anxiety meds but at the moment i just cant but i still dont think im going to make it out of this year alive….
why do u think mate u dont deserve this life
because im suppose to be dead ive almost died so many times I’M SUPPOSE TO BE DEAD! not anyone else in my family just me and when dreaming of my death is the happiest thing there is obviously something wrong (please dont give me any of tha god crap or fate crap)
You just remind me so much of myself that it makes me want to cry just knowing how you feel. Is that strange?? If your old best friend is doing that to you, well fuck them. That’s why they’re not your friend anymore. And you deserve better. Even if you don’t believe that. As for communicating with your teachers, that’s a great thing! That’s one step out of living hell if you ask me
shes telling me to kill myself because when she was suicidal i removed myself from her situation because i couldn’t handle the stress/pain this is just karma biting me in the ass like always
Then she should know how it feels and that is downright horrid of her. It’s hard, to deal with someone else’s pain like that. I’ve been left in the dust when I hurt soo many times because people don’t want to ‘catch the depression’ you just have to surround yourself with understanding people who can handle your situation. Like me:)
just forget about it im just gonna get wasted go to school and figure shit out then talk to you later i guess im just done right now im just gonna try to sleep…..bye
I’m sorry if I’ve only made things worse.. I hope tomorrow’s a better day
you haven’t made things worse you making me think twice which i guess you succeeded at what you were doing, but i just need a nice stiff drink…..
Then I hope you enjoy your drink:)
YAY TEEN AGED DRINKING (i find it funny most teens that drink do it with friends for fun i drink the pain away{future alcoholic right here)well bye now
As long as you don’t get drink and beat people up, I see nothing wrong with it if it helps you get by:) my brother (your age) is the same way. And my mother is a functioning alcoholic and still a wonderful woman