It’s nice to love your best friend. But it’s not easy when you love love love your best friend. I mean when you fall in love. It’s hard to hide and hurts not to tell. And share. You should never ever ever tell them how you feel about that kind of love, cause you will lose your best friend and suddenly will become a stranger. Theres no such pain that can compare to love someone who doesn’t love you back. Yes you can take that risk and be brave enough to tell them. You can fail and get really fucking hurt, or in the case of lucky ones, they can find their soul mate.
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its so hard isnt it.. every single situations different but i wish i would have read this before i told the person i cared about and told everything.. i thought that he genuinely cared about me but i guess he didnt know know how to handle what i said.. he used to like me but at that time i was having real bad issues wasn’t ready for anything . and now i pluck’d some corage he said he needs ‘time’ so we argued and now were not speaking. stupid mistake i made because now i lost a friend that i told everything. not saying people should keep there feelings in, but does the risk outweigh the benefit?
I lost my best friend just for telling him that i loved him. Of course i was wishing he loved me too. I really never forced him to feel the same way or something i was just letting him know. Maybe i misunderstood some signs, or my fool heart had a ‘hope’ inside. I really just wanted him to know to be fine with myself, i’m sick. Depression is a illness. I’m mentally and emotionally sick, anyways it’s hard to let people know about it, cause you’re always afraid of the reaction or the treatment they will give to you. So when you find a person that makes you forget about that, while you’re talking or being with them, it makes you feel good, and in peace. I fell in love so hard. And for the first time. So after i told him my feelings, we keep talking everyday like normal, but then after a while he said ‘i love you’ ‘i’m in love with you, so hard’ out of the nowhere. And i was in shock. It really made me the happiest person ever. And we were like lovers, but we never made it official or something, just letting the time pass and love each other i guess, or at least i was loving him. I mean he said ‘i love you’ a couple of times and kind of often, of course that feels great. But the happiness didn’t last too long. After a while, while we were talking i said ‘i love you’ and he said: ‘¿Are you really sure this is love?’ And that was the end. And it broke me. I really got worst that i was. By now i really don’t know what happened. I never really talked about that with him. It’s just clear. He never loved me. He was just passing time and pretending or forcing himself to try to ‘feel’ and ‘love’ me just not to make me feel bad? But his lie made me feel worst. I just hope he learned about that, and the next time he really feel something for someone, he needs to mean it. Cause feelings are the worst lethal weapons, and we can’t play with them. Cause you can kill a person.