I’m so bored ! I don’t work, don’t study… I’m at home all day long and I’m bored. I sleep as much as I can. The rest of the time I don’t know what to do. I don’t feel like watching Tv, reading, seeing people, playing video games or whatever. I don’t want to do anything, I get no pleasure in any activity… So, I’m bored as fuck.
Am I the only one ? What do YOU do ? Do you enjoy doing anything ?
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Why don’t you work?
I believe it’s impossible to be at home everyday all day and not be bored. How old are you?
I set things on fire and dance naked around a bonfire a lot.
Always a good alternative to mull things over! 😉
lorax I have seen the same only when abusing a substance though
@lorax for some reason that’s not too surprising.
I don’t do anything except try to find a job and go on SP. And hang around pubs when I have some money to spare. I should do something useful like, search for missing cats.
I watch movies and television and get on SP as a distraction to get away from my thoughts at times…..but besides theses things there isn’t anything I do….nothing interests me anymore….
I’m 27. I should be looking for a job but I have no energy for it. I’m still planning to end my life soon, so what’s the point?
I’m on a quest to recover a specimine of halicephalobus mephisto to keep as a pet.
So you’ve had your “death” all planned out already? Nothing left to do but sit and wait?
Well, good for you lorax… You seem to have such fascinating hobbies, I wish I could too…
Yes, kind of, RealTalk. I’m waiting for my boyfriend to go on vacations in 10 days. So I’ll be able to purchase an helium tank and make the hood. And kill myself.
……what a waste! 😐
Don’t you know that there are regular helium shortages in this country?
If everyone had aspirations like lorax, we’d all go far. There would be no such thing as suicide sites.
There would be no such thing as rational behavior either! 😉
Don’t make me get out the cat launcher, rt, I’ll do it.
I am a man of many faiths! …and yes..lorax’s cat launcher is one of them!
Everyone duck! 😐
Yeah, I’m bored too.
I want to get back into school, but my anxiety and lack of direction make that a bit of a nightmare along with money woes. I do enjoy somethings, but it is always fleeting. *shrugs* I just wish I had cool people to chat with who weren’t afraid of the word “suicide” and “depression”. It’s NOT contagious.
Well you should probably break up with him before you just kill yourself
Unless he’s an asshole then *shrug*
@roquette
I felt.. numb for a very long time.. rather than deliberately hurt myself.. i took up mountain biking to passively do the same thing and found i loved the speed, adrenaline and physical output of it. You don’t have time to think.. everything is pure reaction. 100% focus
probably doesn’t help you because you have no bike, helmet etc.
Wish you could try it in that its one of the only things that can make me really smile.
But in that frame of mind.. there’s something out there that you’ll love. really love. but you’ll have to be here to try it. I can always kill myself but.. there are so many places i haven’t ridden yet.
but try things.. Inertia is a curse..
Failing that.. um.
Watch Brick.. The Sweet Hereafter.. Exotica.. Cube.. Festen (celebration).. Tres Dias.. Breaking the Waves.. (ugh).. Ink (heh).. Franklyn (hm).. Oldboy (korean version).. Dead like me.. Dark city.. Blade Runner… Memento.. Following.. Animals.. Love Eternal (latest find).. Princess Mononoke.. if you can find it.. Hidden (skjult).. horror, but i liked it..
If you’ve got 10 days left.. some of these should be seen.
Be warned.. some are really depressing
This is old, but I wanna know. Did you end up dying? If not reply!
I have the same problem. I find myself toying with women until I get bored of them. My friends ask me to hang out with them but I actually get a migraine when I do cuz I am so ****ing bored of them! Art, music, games, movies: All boring. I find myself stressed a lot because I am so bored I get headaches and start having to move just to put my mind on the though of moving my arms and legs.
Has anyone found the answer..? Do I just have ADD or am I depressed. I checked both things with professionals who have told me I have neither. I’m sure I must have something because I’m going closer and closer to insanity.
If someone wants to kill themselves why would they want to spend their last days watching depressing movies?