Hi Everyone, I feel like this is becoming my personal blog space where I can talk about my miserable existance.
So it is decided then. Â I will be attending the Msc in Accounting and Finance at Edinurgh.
I will be going there on friday. If I fail the course I guess an easy way out is just ending it all.
Anyways time to take my anti depressant and wash it down with some alcohol so I can dose away. No more whiskey but I do have some wine.
So today I did nothing. I had a talk with my bossy sister who said I had to do this masters. Even though I wanted to do one which would give me 9 exemptions from the ACCA qualification. Anyways I guess I have no say in the matter. I am a puppet.
Other then that nothing happend. I was on the roof today. Had a stroll. Just to get a feel for things. I need to start going to the gym again. Perhaps that will make me happier.
I do not look forward to starting this degree where I will have to study so much….
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Why does your sister have final say?
You’re 25(?). You’re not a child. If you don’t want to do it, don’t do it.
Because she’s a successfull broker and has conviced my parents that going to the university of dundee for the msc in professional accountancy is fail when I can go to a reputable university such as Edinburgh
And why are your parents still calling the shots?
Would you prefer to do the msc you want to do and have to pay for it yourself or do the one you don’t particularly want to do, and have it paid for?
because they are paying for me :S
what should I do
I wouldn’t know. What do YOU want to do? Not anyone else. YOU. Forget about money and family for a second. If you could do anything (within reason – no flying on clouds and shit like that), what would you do?
I want to die that is what I wanted to do
but to be honest I want the job i was promised before they went in to recruitment freeze
they might be hiring in january.
should I wait? and go back to sweden and stay at home and do nothing.
work with my dad?
Well if that’s what’s keeping you alive, I’d say go for it. But I’m not you. It’s not my place to tell you what to do. I haven’t got a clue what would be best for you.
I’d just like it if you thought about what you want, and the things you’d have to do to obtain that. There’s no point in doing all this (the university stuff), if you know it won’t make you happy in the end. So think.