I was calledworthles the other day, acted like it didnt phase me. Im a senior in high school and three of my so called friends ganged up on me saying I could look prettier or be more uplifting. Comments like that dont lift the spirit do they? Even the people who “love me” leave me alone when i need them most. I feel extremely lonely.. no one is there, I have no one to run to when im hopeless or when i simply need to cry. A good song that this reminds me of is The Abandoning by Love and Death. I wish not to be given up on because ive already abandoned myself. My hopelessness may or may not be the end of me. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udbJaoLfqsw
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You are definitely not worthless. When people say things to put us down, it’s because THEY have their own insecurities about themselves. I know how it feels to feel like nobody is there to talk to. But there is somebody that cares about you and will listen to you. A friend, a relative, a teacher. The hardest thing is opening up to someone about what has been bothering you. When it seems like people don’t care, trust me, they care about you, a lot
Sorry that people in your life leave you alone when your depressed it can be hard to try and get yourself out of it on your own. People also do this to me even the guy I am going to marry leaves me alone because he just doesn’t know how to deal with it. I am pretty much up all night because of sleeping problems if you need to talk I’ll listen but I’m pretty messed up myself so I probably cant help much.