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by 1298

i actually just don’t have a way out right now.

not from lack of motive, or opportunity, just a lack of means

what should i do in the meantime?

drinking now. but i’ll wake up eventually

and i really don’t want to

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tbd 9/13/2013 - 9:26 pm

In the meantime, relax and don’t take shit seriously. For me, working my plan empowers me into thinking I still have a tiny wedge of control, and that makes me get less upset when waves hit. If things resolve, great, my preparations will just take up wasted space.

1298 9/13/2013 - 10:57 pm

you’re very kind. don’t worry i don’t take anything too seriously… that’s part of the problem. for example, i’m pretty drunk right now. i never delude myself with the thought that i have some control, though, because i know that i don’t. if i do end up being able to kill myself, ever, it will be a mixture of apathy from others and a small part of my own skill… so altogether not that much of a miracle, but yeah

rach 9/13/2013 - 11:24 pm

Lack of means here too. And lack of opportunity. My only option is to try hanging myself outside from a tree. But I live in a busy town full of neighbours and police.

1298 9/13/2013 - 11:31 pm

saaaaaame. when people say that depressed people are just too fucking lazy or inconsiderate or unsure about themselves to actually follow through, they are so wrong.

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