I guess you could say that living with your drug headsed mom for 6 years while your dad just got rid of you is kinda messed up yeah, and then living with an abusive meth head of a step dad is kinda bad to, and then getting molested by your uncle and then living with alcoholics you I would blame someone for being messed up by now if they where after all that. see the thing is I learn from other peoples mistakes and the little things are what bother me the most its not the big things. i gaurantee you people are there for you through the big things but when it comes to little things there not. Feeling like you dont have anyone to talk to you know that person theat everybody has I want that person. I used to have a bunch of people like that then I moved. I have never missed a place so bad in my life. Sometimes you just feel like it can all be over in a few seconds.