It’s been a week since I have been out of Brentwood and well I miss it. See people stare at me when I walk down the hall ways and they ask me why or how I could do something like that. But I don’t tell them becasue I know they wont understand. One of the softball girls made a rumor that I broke into her house and our neighbors house to and they caught me on camera like what the hell so I couldn’t have people thinking that I did something that low when I hhad just tried to kill myself. People ask me why […]
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After two weeks out of a mental institution after I tried killing myself I am sitting in class wondering what is my next step where do I go from here? 42 pills. 3 times trieng to commit suicide. I guess there is a reason I am still here. When you get to a point where you feel like nobody understands and nobody loves you it sucks it really does. I am lucky though because I got the help that I need and I just hope I am strong enough to do it.
As I sit here reading everybody’s post about going to homecoming and seeing them dressed up I want so badly to go, and to have someone to go with. Since I was 15 and started high school I have always had a problem with getting close to people because all my friends were dying. They have all died in car wrecks. One of my best friends just passed away recently and she had just told me the day before that she was pregnant. It feels like life is just tearing me down little by little. Now I’m the new girl. Tried having a fresh start […]
I guess you could say that living with your drug headsed mom for 6 years while your dad just got rid of you is kinda messed up yeah, and then living with an abusive meth head of a step dad is kinda bad to, and then getting molested by your uncle and then living with alcoholics you I would blame someone for being messed up by now if they where after all that. see the thing is I learn from other peoples mistakes and the little things are what bother me the most its not the big things. i gaurantee you people are there for […]
It’s weird. I love helping people and it makes me feel good about doing it. Here lately I’ve been thinking about sharp objects. A few months ago I tried slitting my wrist and just being done with everything… I just want to be done with life… But I guess it’s not my time yet…