Everything has gotten so much worse. Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is me killing myself. I’ve set a date to do it as well. I’m going to go to my favorite spot, tie a noose to the tree, and hang myself.
Awe Ima. I understand and feel with you so much. I’m so sorry that you’re suffering this way. I feel the same way actually. My friend hung himself and it is not a pretty site. He went through excruciating pain honey. His neck was broken, but he was not instantly dead. He was in the hospital hooked up to machines for 4 days first, with a broken neck. Honey, I just wanted to share that with you because I think you are envisioning a peaceful death in your favorite spot, but believe me, what I witnessed was anything but peaceful. My thoughts are with you.
you dont want to do the broken neck style. more like sit in a chair and lean foward after many deep breaths for about a minute straight. you kinda just pass into unconciousness, then if you don’t wake up or struggle, you just die. very quickly and easily.
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It’s temporary. It is. Trust me. I’ve been there and the Universe is so strange. Everything can change over night. just don’t. How old are you?
Awe Ima. I understand and feel with you so much. I’m so sorry that you’re suffering this way. I feel the same way actually. My friend hung himself and it is not a pretty site. He went through excruciating pain honey. His neck was broken, but he was not instantly dead. He was in the hospital hooked up to machines for 4 days first, with a broken neck. Honey, I just wanted to share that with you because I think you are envisioning a peaceful death in your favorite spot, but believe me, what I witnessed was anything but peaceful. My thoughts are with you.
you dont want to do the broken neck style. more like sit in a chair and lean foward after many deep breaths for about a minute straight. you kinda just pass into unconciousness, then if you don’t wake up or struggle, you just die. very quickly and easily.
What has gotten worse? Why are you feeling this way?