How do someone recover so fast?.. Like.. Recover from all the pain. How to stop? How to stop all the voices in your head? How to stop myself from thinking that suicide is the only way?… I’m only 15 but .. Suicide is all I can think about. If I find life difficult to handle now.. What about the future when there’s more obstacles coming my way?
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I feel the same way. The voice inside keeps pushing. I think some people’s destiny is just fucked up.
Is it still considered recovery if after so long they relapse?
I’m 18 and finishing school, and I thought I had ‘recovered’ at around 16, then after 6 months of no cutting, I relapsed, and it was awful. And still I relapse. Because you never recover, it’s never easy, it’s a constant battle, but the thing is, if it was easy, you wouldn’t have won the battle, and your life would eternally be meaningless because you had never achieved anything. But it does get better. Just struggle on, love, you can do it. One day, in the future, it will be better. I promise.