Dear Diary,  today I convinced myself it’s okay to give up.
Don’t take risks. Stick with the status quo, no drama.
Now just isn’t the time.
But my reasons aren’t reasons, they’re excuses.
All I’m doing is hiding from the truth and the truth is, I’m scared.
I’m scared that if I let myself be happy for one moment, that my worlds going to come crashing down and I don’t know if I’ll be able to survive that.
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Take the risk!! Be happy and if it all crumbles be sad but remember how happy you were. Those moments of happiness however short are what make life worth living. You have to experience those moments of happiness so that you know its worth and will be motivated to get that happiness back in your life.
That’s my truth too. I wish i could keep up my habit of writing diary. Maybe i should give it another try.