life

why do you treat my life so shit when i havent done anything wrong why is it that you gave me a shitty friend that just fucking makes like even more harder why? this isn’t what i planned when i was younger i was supposed to grow up and be that little good girl but FUCK NO i didn’t fucking get that i fucking got beaten to near death and what did you do nothing you let me go to hospital fighting for my life because i got beaten as a child by my own fucking parents that thought i was a mistake but ya know what im paying my price by cutting and looking at my scars that my dad gave me ‘disgraced hore’ thats wats on my skin and never going away please can anyone help me out of this dark dark pit.