As I sit here reading everybody’s post about going to homecoming and seeing them dressed up I want so badly to go, and to have someone to go with. Since I was 15 and started high school I have always had a problem with getting close to people because all my friends were dying. They have all died in car wrecks. One of my best friends just passed away recently and she had just told me the day before that she was pregnant. It feels like life is just tearing me down little by little. Now I’m the new girl. Tried having a fresh start but everything follows you and it sucks.
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You know what? High school sucks. It does. No question. But it doesn’t last. It’s really such a small part of your life. A small part of the big picture. This does not define you. This does not define who you are.
That’s really sad that you’re so young and you’ve had so much death and grief. Usually it’s not until you’re older. It really changes you and will mold who you grow up to be.
I’m sorry you’re not going. I really am. You probably won’t even remember this later. Things change so fast. Give it time. Give yourself time. Love yourself. It gets better. I swear. Hugs.
I just read this. I just got out of Brentwood some call it a mental institution and some call it a behavioral hospital. This is really good advice. Thank you so much.