My brain wont shut up even after hours of me laying here. I have so many thoughts running through my head, stressful thoughts. I then get more stressed knowing that I need to get up early in the morning but this just makes my head spin faster. I can’t get all my thoughts from the day out my head and it’s giving me a head ache. I get this feeling most nights and it’s making me exhausted. I don’t feel stressed until I get in bed. I hate this. I just want out. Out of the stresses of life, and the pain of my brain. I wish I could just take my thoughts out of my head and go to sleep (and preferably never wake up).
All of my normal thoughts then lead to stupid life questions- “why do I exist” and “why am I so miserable when other people have it way worse off but manage to be happy”. And now I’m feeling guilty again.
I’m just so sick of this.