My Cut

I slit. First time, I’m sure it was for attention. Just to get someone’s attention, I attempt suicide. Funny uh?… I first started cutting myself was about 3 years ago. But ever since that first blade that I draw across my skin… It gives me a feeling of satisfaction . Up till today, I still cut myself but then… I don’t know if it was to get the person attention again or is it because of all the pain that I can’t handle.
It was.. An addiction to slit. Like, each time you had some problem and you began to solve the problem by cutting yourself because in that moment you were so lost – That cutting yourself isn’t pain at all and that the more you cut it somehow heals the wound inside. But of course, the emotional pain isn’t going to last forever.