So guess what, I lost ten pounds. I’m no longer at my goal weight and that makes me sad, it sounds like a really childish thing to be sad about but look
for the longest time throughout high school I was 90 pounds (not by choice, just how my body is)  and people, a lot of people thought I was anorexic and that I was way too skinny and they’d ask my friends about me, and that made me mad that people were so concerned about how much I weighed. So  I started birth control, not because I was sexually active cus lets be honest I am a  virgin, just call me Virgin Mary. I started birth control because I heard thay one of the side effects were weight gain.
i gained 12 pounds and I was so happy about that, I was 112 for the longest time, then I started working and eating less and stopped birth control and then now just today I stepped on the scale and it says I’m 90 pounds. I feel awful. I don’t like my body, I’m too skinny  and  I just want to gain weight. But that’s the thing, it’s hard for me to gain weight, my metabolism is so good that my body just doesn’t gain weight that’s why I needed outside help.  Fuck I just hate myself. I hate labels too, I’m not anorexic, it’s just my damn body.
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I found it was easier to put on weight the older I got. 90 lbs is light, I know household pets that weigh more than that.
I’m not a nutritionalist or expert on anything but taking birth control pills to put on weight doesn’t seem like the right way of going about it.
I think that if your weight is concerning you, you should see a doctor and get some proper advice.
@imsodone- i couldnt just read this post without letting you know that I know exactly how you feel. There is simply nothing I can do, no matter how much I eat, I can’t maintain a healthy weight. It’s so frustrating, I know what you mean.. Because It isn’t childish if youre trying hard and it seems like it will never stop being this way. And its brutal not having enough energy stored away when you need it most. i dont think you should worry what other people think about the topic of your post.
But keep positive, and eat something every chance you get and drink plenty of water. You’ll get a hold of it one day. Good luck!
Thanks for the advice
Ok you may not want to hear this but I think you’re so freaking lucky. For the longest time, i was 96 pounds and then BAM! i step on the scale and im 104. You don’t know how much i look about going anorexic or bulimic because of that. I feel like I’m getting fatter and fatter everyday and everyone can see it too. You’re lucky to be naturally skinny because its easy to gain weight but hard to loose. However, since you want to loose weight, follow this diet (undiet..?) plan. Eat the most at dinner time and right before you go to sleep. The calories will add up and you’ll gain weight for sure.
I’m underweight too. I’ve never weighed too much but I lost weight in the past couple years and since I don’t eat a lot I haven’t gained any, even though I want to. I’m not really sure what to say, but you’re not alone…
Drink a protein shake in the morning and another one at night around the time you go to bed. You will at least slow down your weight loss and maybe even gain some lean muscle mass which will create a better body composition over time. Also try adding olive oil to most of the meals you eat. It is high in calories and high in healthy unsaturated fat which is really good for the heart and skin complexion. It cannot hurt and the worst thing that will happen is you will have more soft and clear skin.
Thanks everyone for your advice, I will try to drink more protein shakes and I’m also planning on going to my doctor to find a way to gain weight in a more healthy way, @Infinity I don’t feel lucky I hate being this skinny, too many people assume I’m anorexic because of how small I am, small minded ignorant people none the less but it still bugs me. You all are great, I like coming on here and hearing your opinions cause I basically can’t tell anyone I know how I’m really feeling