Whatever, Nevermind

Thoughts of you bring me the deepest pain. I’ve written messages to you so many times that I’ve filled a little over half of a composition book, yet you haven’t seen one…because every time I think about telling you how I feel, I remember how happy you are without me and I cut my skin hoping to leak my soul…there’s only blood. You’re happy and that’s all that matters..so whatever, nevermind.