I wished they would knew what was going on in me, but I can’t tell them. My parents are noticing that I want to do less things, and they don’t agree with it because they think it will take me down. What they don’t realize is that doing so many things is killing me, it makes me more depressed and more suicidal. So doing those many things will actually take me down, but they have another vision and don’t want to listen to me. We have constantly arguments, and I really wished I could tell them, but they won’t agree with me. They just don’t realize that THEY are the ones that are killing me, because their expectations are to high. It is really breaking me.
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Let me just tell you that I feel the same way sometimes. What we both have to realize is that our parents are only trying to do the best things for us. I recently had a talk with my mom and I told her everything I felt. Talking with her was the best thing I’ve ever done. I now have a much stronger relationship with my mom and I can talk to her about everything. If you feel comfortable, have a talk with your parents. It cant hurt, only help.
I know what you mean, but I’ve been talking a lot more with my parents since I’ve been in therapy (1,5 uears now) and I feel that it doesn’t work. Every time I talk with them we have big arguments, they don’t understand me, and I try and try to explain it, but they still don’t understand me, which makes me really frustrated. I feel like the more I tell, the more they don’t understand me and the more I feel depressed because they don’t support me. Also the point is that it feels like how more I tell, how more they want to protect me and the more they prohibit me, which make me only more depressed and make me feel like I’m prisoned . So It’s just a complicated thing.:(