I’ve actually never felt so fucking low in my whole life. Never felt so fucking worthless. I’m stupid and ugly and shit. I’m never ever going to amount to anything. Which means my only options are stay stuck in this shithole for the rest of my life. Or just end it all. And let me be honest, the latter just sounds far more tempting.
I have nothing going for me, nothing. Everyone else around me are just such wonderfully smart and beautiful, with amazing talents and ambitions. Then there’s just me, struggling to make it from one end of the day to the other. Stuck in a dead end job and a college course that’s never going to get me anywhere. I just wish I had a time machine or a bag of cyinade pills. I just give up. I really really do.
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At least you have a job.
I lost all.
Im more than a candidate for suicide.
At least you are younger.
Cyanide does sound good to me.
Perhaps I need to visit the jewelry supply shop and get some.
You may have “lost it all”, but you can get it back! I know you’ve heard this before, but life has a way of working itself out! Also, no one is “a Canadate for suicide!” You can go back to school! Get a mob you like! Volunteer at a school or animal shelter! Go to a pet store say”I have $30,buy me a creature!” Your username (and my highly astute reasoning skills:),) lead me to believe your wife is dead. If that’s so, I’m sure she would want you to go on and have a wonderful life! It gets better! I promise!
Jewelry supply shop?