Had a child. He suffers 1 year in the ICU and constantly in pain.
Painful to breathe, eat and even to take a crap. Basically painful to be alive. Yet he fights.
Everything points to God and the gods out there. They are just screwing with me. Hurting me where it hurts most.
Wife sad and keeps asking all the W’s that I have no answers to/
Baby wont live long. He goes to near death on a monthly basis. I revive him.
He fights. I am dieing inside by his side. He cries when we cry.
His case is a anomaly. No defect in genetics or any sort. A medical mystery.
Met somebody who said can rescue him. He needs financial support for a year.
Relief. Only being ever told me this. I have begged all gods/demons/heroes of the ages to help me save my baby.
No reply but here comes a person. A ascended being who defies the gods.
Lied to wife. Wife doesnt understand. I cant comfort her. She is going to leave.
I just want my baby. No mother can understand then pain of a helpless father.
When he goes. I go. Love my wife to bits but really my baby needs me. Nobody loves him. Nobody cares when was in the hospital. Friends/Relatives etc discarded.
Although not a single sound from him but his eyes tells me alot. “Daddy why?? Daddy why  am I in pain?? Daddy help me pls?? Daddy i love u.
Hope when the time comes i have the courage to follow him.
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Let me tell you the truth because I am thirty with profound disabilities. My parents should have let me go when I was a baby. They should have done whatever it took to kill me to release me from this body. Every day, every day is a nightmare. And I am helpless to get away. My parents did this to me.
I am a healer, and I can try help you save your son.
please email me at merekara01@gmail.com with your baby’s full name. You and your wife’s name and what country you live in and the city/state.
If you have any photos of you all that would be really helpful but not necessary, just easier to help Establish a good connection to you so I can send you healing energies.
I do not ask for money or payment of any kind so you have absolutely nothing to lose!