i cant help myself from thinking about IT… how many people will cry…how many people truly cared… who will think twice what they said to me, and regret it… who will miss me… how did i get to this point? feeling so alone… dont know how much longer i can take it… 🙁 🙁 🙁
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Yes, you are obsessing. Obsession has, as its purpose, the obscuring of those thoughts you would think, if IT was not taking up your attention. You would think of love; you would be at peace. Attacking yourself is an addiction, as much as any drug. Somewhere you think that you should do it, that you are improving yourself, that you deserve it. You deserve much more than this. G.W.
i understand.. but thinking of love i have to know what love is… and honestly i don’t.