Today was the day, but I found myself with a friend instead of going through with it for only one reason – I’m possibly(perhaps even probably) pregnant. Â Only time will tell, but he also suspects that I might be(but doesn’t know I suspect it too). Â So many signs are there, but I wonder if its just my body playing tricks on me.
I told one friend at the exact moment I had planned to exit, but she just kind of brushed it off. Â My “secrets” never seem significant to her anyways, but at least I know they will stay secret.
So now I’m back to taking it one day at a time and hoping I can get through it until I know for sure…