hi,
to all the people who are reading this, I know how you are feeling. I’ve been suicidal for a very long time. I had set my date of death to 7th of july 2012. I did this to have some time to review if life was really worth it.
A lot has happened since the day I decided to kill myself. A friend of me pushed me to seek help which eventually led my to this site, suicideproject. I got here ironicly by looking for the logical suicide. I didn’t find that, but I did find this great community of likely minded people. I waisted nights on this site just to feel some kind of empathy. I couldn’t count on friends because they wouldn’t understand what I was going through. But the people here were just so amazingly sweet 🙂
Anyway, on this site I got to know a lot of people, including someone called sophie.
My personal problem was al about not being loved by someone. But finding sophie I found someone to love. Right here. The one place I didn’t expect to find anything. Yes, she lives in a different country, but I love her to death. We saved each other’s lives. And still , a year after meating each other we are still deeply in love.
I’m just trying to say, maybe not all is lost. Maybe someone might just pick you up and rebuild you from the scratch you are. there is hope, even though you probably have lost faith in everything.
I just wanted to make you guys clear that not everything is lost.
(and dawg, you’re the dawg 😉 )
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awwwe <3