What do you do when you have no friends?… What do you do when you just have no one around.. By your side?.. What do you do when all you can do is keep everything to yourself and when the feelings are being collected , hatred starts to grow. You hate yourself. You hate everyone around you. Â And you just feel like dying….. What do you do.. When you have a boyfriend whom you thought you could share your problems with. Who thought he wouldn’t leave you hanging. Who thought he would always be by your side… Who.. I thought… My boyfriend is all I need… But when the day comes, when he’s going to leave me.. What do I do?… I don’t know how to survive….. Why is reality so cruel…
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When you deny the light within, this is what is left; self hatred. Then, seeing light as a threat, it builds in focus and intensity. Anyone who could help is driven away, although the driving force is not really understood. Soon the individual must stand against a universe that marshals itself in opposition to preclude any possible relief in the future.
Nevertheless, forgiveness of one’s own faults is still the first and last step to be taken, so that healing can occur. And it will occur naturally once the decision is made not to assign blame.
Try it.
What does that have to do with having no friends? A very real problem, by the way. You can forgive yourself, but you can still find yourself alone in the world.