Once again I am realizing the way I feel guilty and crazy and I don’t trust my own opinions or actions anymore is because of the person around me.  So ALL the dogs ended up sick on an off for a while.  I try to tell this person it is probably because they wont stay out of the litter box and are eating cat crap al the time!  Well I fixed that so they cant get to the liter box anymore even though he constantly told me that wasn’t the cause.  Now for a week now the dogs havnt been sick at all anymore.  Today he finds a tiny piece of egg shell outthere in the dog crap an says oh that is prob why they were sick?  so I say well maybe but how did they ALL get sick from that tiny piece.  He says he doesn’t know.  And actualy I am sure the dog got ahold of it when I was scrambling eggs for one of the sick dogs and he prob knows this and wants to say I was wrong all along and making me feel like I did something wrong that caused all the dogs to get sick.

Like the way I gave his dog just a tiny bite of my own dogs canned dog food then his dog gets stiff from arthritis.  He said the spoonful of dog food is what caused the dog to get so stiff tht he was in pain.  I think tht is just ridiculous!  The dog is 13 years old his arthritis acts up all the time~~!!  Now more than ever I realize I don’t trust my own actions and opinions and wonder if im loosing my mind cuz of the person around me.  Doing things like this to make someone feel CONSTANTLY wrong and guilty will drive a person mad!!  Making your opinion known is one thing but when u go out of ur way to do this and even find pathetic ways just to try and make someone else feel wrong and guilty tht is ridiculous.